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One thingI hear the children screaming to be saved  The blood hitting the floor  I see my scars forming on my arms from the one night I had no control  
Begging to be heard  
Screaming to be seen  All I ever wanted was one little thing   
I pretend I don’t hear them  
I pretend it doesn’t happen  The life falling out of my body  So empty inside  So dead outside  All I ever wanted was one little thing   
To be remembered is all I want  
To die so miraculously  A suicide! Is what my mind screamed…  One little blade  One big cut  All I needed was One thing
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Never...Strong feelings  
Unknown breathing  Painful feelings  Have I changed?  Gotten better?  Or…  Is it something I talked myself into   
Still the temptation is there  Making me do what I say I have stopped  My lover doesn’t no…he can never no  Hidden lies   
Strong feelings  Freezing warmth  Old feelings that still come up  Have I changed?  Gotten better?  Or…   
I have these dreams  I have these thoughts  
I had this plan…but  I now have Jake…the baby boy I didn’t need   
Plans change. & Never...
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what...What can I say   
What can I say when the world finally fades  When my heart beat goes to stop and the world starts to burn  You leave me broken crying and wanting to live no more  I was getting better, no drugs for me everything done your way  But now I look in the mirror and see…me…  The me I never want to be  The me that makes me cry  The me that I had changed  and the me you hated  so now back at the starting point  back where I was before  not remembering anything  
for being high at all times  hating myself as I do it  
wishing that you were here t what...
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just another shit poem
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Stockholm Syndrome
by ~Lacili
Your Last ChanceBeyond this door  Many things lay in wait  This place - unknown  You have no memory of it  But its all too familiar  Take a step into the void before you  Let it all go   
Enter new worlds  You're left all things behind   
Awaken  New life  You've been reborn  Second chance  Your last chance   
Redemption  Free yourself from petty desires  No more will you be held down  That world left behind  Free from restraints   
Choose now and gain freedom  Help your brethren  Show the world your greatness  Accept all ideals & Your Last Chance
by ~Adoir
I don't believe in fairiesIt was a beautiful day.  The sky, a pale cloudless blue, contrasted stunningly with the deep turquoise of the oceans flawless glassy surface.  It was a delightfully warm day with a lazy sea breeze blowing occasionally when the heat got too much.  Every flower imaginable was out in bloom filling the air with their luscious scents and the pleasant hum of the cute little bees going about their work.  But there huddled on the steps of a well-respected school was a small boy, tears streaming from his dark brown eyes.  His prostitute mother had forgotten him again; school had finished an hour ago.&n I don't believe in fairies
by ~pants-r-so-overrated
murder-suicideAs a child  They wished her to death  
Her cries timid and mild  As she took her last breath  With deep anger in her eyes  A butcher’s knife in one hand  She committed such brutal homicide  She laughed as the bodies would land  Yet, killing every one in her class  
Wasn’t enough  She took a broken piece of glass  Her life had always been rough  She had to escape  But she didn’t know how  The glass was in perfect shape  She could end this now  All the anger she felt  All the death she had seen  She tightened her belt  And with a smile murder-suicide
by ~SicAnne
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i dunno

Tue Aug 26, 2008, 12:31 PM
  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: saving able
  • Reading: a book
  • Watching: nothin
  • Playing: nothin
  • Eating: nothin
  • Drinking: nothin
ok so i havent gotten on in a long while but thats kinda because
1. i have no time
2. i have no reason to
i still write shit i just...dont ever feel like its worth puttin up, ya no? and then ive been thinking about things i shouldnt have to think about...ive given up on thigs that i used to believe in and i stopped believing what people tell me...like i have this one friend *alan* and he is all talking to this other person i no tellin them things that im not sure i want them to no...and im not gonna be all mean about it...but i no alan is tellin the other person or how would they no? ya no? so im not sure who to effn trust anymore cuz everybody either
1. lies to me
2. doesnt give a rip
3. i cant trust
4. or they dont tell me how they feel so why should i tell them...
but yea i dunno

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  • Current Residence: in hell
  • Interests: writing music, poems, and playin guitar
  • Favourite movie: mr. brooks & death sentence
  • Favourite genre of music: the kind i think sounds good
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jillian <--- from family guy <--- brian's gf
  • Personal Quote: i mean...fuck it.

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~Lacili Oct 28, 2009, 12:06:43 PM
Thanks for the favorite on Stockholm Syndrome :).

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"SHUT UP AND SMILE!!"
Rest in peace, Alex. I love you for now and for forever.
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~Adoir May 20, 2009, 7:17:02 PM
Thanks for the favourite.

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The pile of shit before you, came out of your own ass.
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~2nd-Chance Feb 9, 2009, 8:59:40 PM
hey... um... are you still... alive?

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second chances don't come often, so take them.
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~SicAnne Sep 18, 2008, 1:58:58 PM
thank you for the fave.

i like your poetry, it's very well written.

may i be your friend?
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~just-once-more Oct 13, 2008, 11:36:21 AM
sure i dont care no need to ask really

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**~no one dies a virgin, because life screws us all~**
~(~if i pull the trigger...the voices will stop~)~

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~SicAnne Oct 14, 2008, 1:53:38 PM
okay, i really don't know why i ask to be people's friends.
fear of rejection i guess.

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i don't care what you think, as long as it's about me~fall out boy
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~Motorcyclegrl Sep 9, 2008, 5:11:07 PM
thanks for the fav and keep you eyes out i might be righting more. most likely
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